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Bumblings of the Overqualified Underachiever
All of me, all at once
This journal may contain adult concepts.
Created on 2008-01-16 21:58:18 (#14693150), last updated 2009-07-15
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Basic Info| Name: | dethas |
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| Location: | United Kingdom |
BioFor so long I have attempted to make this entry up beat and easy to read, hell, even optomistic. But, if you're reading here, you're here for the truth and you're obviously interested in what I have to say for myself. Why pretty it up right?
I am currently 30 years old, not working because I am an unpredictable manic depressive. Monday could be manageable and Tuesday could be non functioning. I have bouts of severe depression, I have OCD tendencies and I suffer from extreme bouts of paranoia. I do not live by a routine by any stretch of the imagination. I often have prolonged periods of either insomnia or of nocturnal living. I am actually happier living my life in the dark. It's just a pity one has to be quiet in the wee small hours. I am under medication and the care of my GP and psychiatrist. I am also awaiting a course of therapy.
I am British but was born as an army brat, out in Germany. We moved over to England when I was young but it affected my identity forever. I do not consider myself British but I have no right to call myself anything other. I have always been more continental in my outlook.
I am obsessive and become easily enchanted with all things new. People, hobbies, subjects of study, absolutely anything that whets my interest often becomes a fascination for me. I will become unhealthily absorbed by the newest 'shiny object' until I have mastered it, taken it apart, over analysed it, or in the case of people, they push me away. I am advised that this is possibly part of my illness....
I follow the darker side of the Pagan path, working with the God of the Underworld, Hades, and the undisputed Queen thereof, Hecate, in her crone manifestation. I have no idea why the darker side calls to me, or I to it. I am not closed to the idea of working with other deities but, as Hades and Hecate claimed me first, it would be with their permission and / or supervision. I no longer make a secret of my practises and although many people around me in real time don't understand them, they respect them.
My journal is not friends only, but those who aren't friends will be witness only to memes and the occasional random post. If you friend me, and I friend you back, I will place you on a number of filters, depending on our mutual interests. The looong blurb about that is at the very front of my journal.
So, welcome to my virtual corner of the universe. I welcome all who would like to friend me, for whatever reason, but request that you send me a message to introduce yourself - it's only polite you know!
I am currently 30 years old, not working because I am an unpredictable manic depressive. Monday could be manageable and Tuesday could be non functioning. I have bouts of severe depression, I have OCD tendencies and I suffer from extreme bouts of paranoia. I do not live by a routine by any stretch of the imagination. I often have prolonged periods of either insomnia or of nocturnal living. I am actually happier living my life in the dark. It's just a pity one has to be quiet in the wee small hours. I am under medication and the care of my GP and psychiatrist. I am also awaiting a course of therapy.
I am British but was born as an army brat, out in Germany. We moved over to England when I was young but it affected my identity forever. I do not consider myself British but I have no right to call myself anything other. I have always been more continental in my outlook.
I am obsessive and become easily enchanted with all things new. People, hobbies, subjects of study, absolutely anything that whets my interest often becomes a fascination for me. I will become unhealthily absorbed by the newest 'shiny object' until I have mastered it, taken it apart, over analysed it, or in the case of people, they push me away. I am advised that this is possibly part of my illness....
I follow the darker side of the Pagan path, working with the God of the Underworld, Hades, and the undisputed Queen thereof, Hecate, in her crone manifestation. I have no idea why the darker side calls to me, or I to it. I am not closed to the idea of working with other deities but, as Hades and Hecate claimed me first, it would be with their permission and / or supervision. I no longer make a secret of my practises and although many people around me in real time don't understand them, they respect them.
My journal is not friends only, but those who aren't friends will be witness only to memes and the occasional random post. If you friend me, and I friend you back, I will place you on a number of filters, depending on our mutual interests. The looong blurb about that is at the very front of my journal.
So, welcome to my virtual corner of the universe. I welcome all who would like to friend me, for whatever reason, but request that you send me a message to introduce yourself - it's only polite you know!
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altars, alter-egos, ancient egypt, angel, angels, animal totems, animism, anxiety disorders, astral projection, astrology, bdsm, bisexuality, blogging, bondage, books, buddhism, buffy the vampire slayer, chat forums, cinema, crafting, crafts, cross stitch, crystals, daydreaming, decorating, dexter, divination, diy, dogs, dreams, egyptology, elements, erotica, fabric, films, friends, frugality, ghosts, gods, greek mythology, hades, healing, healthy eating, hecate, imagination, insomnia, interior design, jewellery making, journaling, learning, legends, magic, magical literature, magick, making cards, making friends, meditation, medium, metaphysics, mood swings, movies, my computer, mythology, neo-shamanism, non-duality, pagan, paganism, pagans, pcos, persephone, philosophy, poetry, polytheism, porn, psych, psychology, puzzles, reading, reiki, reincarnation, religion, ritual, rune casting, runes, sacrifice, scrapbooking, sex, sexuality, shamanism, shamans, shapeshifting, sims, size positive, slytherin, snape, soul retrieval, spells, spirit guides, spirit helpers, spirits, spirituality, staying up late, sympathetic magic, tarot, tattoos, terry pratchett, the human mind, the law of attraction, the occult, the sims 2, therapy, therianthropy, thrift stores, totem animals, totemism, totems, used bookstores, vampires, vampyres, witchcraft, witches, words, writing, writing in my journal, writing novels, writing poetry
Schools:
Sutherland School - Telford, England - Shropshire, United Kingdom (1990 - 1995)New College Telford - Telford, England - Shropshire, United Kingdom (1995 - 1997)
University of Wales - Newport - Newport, Wales - Newport (Casnewydd), United Kingdom (1997 - 2000)
University of Chester - Chester, England - Cheshire, United Kingdom (2000 - 2001)
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